Pray and ask God to increase your faith in Him. I know this is hard. I’ve experienced seasons when the pain was too much to indure. Seasons where every prayer was a tear-filled cry for help. I’ve experienced times when I was so spiritually oppressed that I felt like a dark cloud hovered over me and prayer just seemed impossible. The only way to break out of those seasons is to do the hard thing…pray. Start with asking God to remove the oppression and to help you. He will answer even the shortest smallest, one-word prayer…even the one word uttered through tears from a cracked voice. It may take days or weeks to get beyond the smallest prayer for help. Once it does, ask Him to increase your faith and trust in Him and in His plan. “Don’t worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses every thought, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus” (Phil. 4:6-7).
God Bless you Abundantly