Maybe you are in the middle of what you think as an irreconcilable mess.Dead end.
Hopeless.Nothing next to expect.Everything is breaking, that is what you see.Yet we praise God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Because through Him, what we think is far different from what He sees. It really is comforting to know that no matter what it looks like, His ways and thoughts are higher. His plans are always good, because He is good.May we never forget, that the hands which were pierced for our transgressions, the hands which created the universe, are the same hands which hold all things together.Trust the One who knows the beginning, the end, and what is in between. Trust how He molds and refines what is precious in His sight.He is working.He is not done yet.
God Bless you Abundantly